i dunno why when everythime i am very very upset i will come here. right now i am extremely angry. i dunno how to describe my anger tt i really want to throw all the things in my house.. arrrrgggggghhhhhh.. my sis fetched me from school and we went for lunch at ikea just now.. to repay her kindness, i decided to acc her to the clinic at serangoon. ya, all the way to serangoon! i think it is a great sacrifice as i know we will end up 2 hours in the car looking for the clinic.. but while we just wanna go out of the house carpark, she again repeats the same mistakes she did last week, with me in the car also!!!! the side of the car is against the wall and i can hear the friction. i go out of the car and see.. and oh my.. a very long and deep startches in addition the the straches from last week. i am so angry tt i slam the door so hard and go back to my hse leaving her alone. i dunno how to describe the disappointment tt i feel towards my sis. how can she be so careless tt she repeats the same mistake again and again wihout learning.. and she always will come out with excuses to cover her backside.. frustrated i am.

i really hate ppl who dunno how to learn from mistakes.. who dun make mistake. i do. million of times.. but ain't mistakes really painful?