day by day just past without me realising.. i am already back for one month.. n for the past 2 weeks, i had experienced a new pace of my life.. started working on 17th jan.. i was rather happy to at least get a job.. almost died of depression before that.. things get quite scary when i realised i had done nothing.. a total waste of time..

at least i got something to do now.. in fact i got very busy with my new job.. trust me.. it is a low-pay n tiring job.. i stand for the whole day, n i can feel the numbness every night. i guess many ppl think i am too stupid to do such job where i can do other jobs like office-job or even giving tuition which is much easier n with higher pay..

but i get insipred by one of my manager.. he told me that he did not work after the money, but passion that keeps him goin on.. so i feel that i can learn things from this job too. i learn that money is not everything.. but one thing that worries me is the people that working together with me.. they spoke vulgar they smoke.. i hope that i am strong enough to be influenced by them.. n some of them like to bully me too. n sometimes i get provoked.. but things get better now.. we play like crazy ppl..

thank God one of the full-timer like to teach me new things.. so i learn alot from her.. today she let me blend juice, n let me cut 80 apples.. hahaha..