now is 5.30 am.. have been laying on my bed since 2am.. i just cant sleep.. i keep thinking of someone..

today i learn something.. i learn that i need to cherish ppl around me.. we will never know when we will leave this world. life is full of unexpectency.. i learn that i need to spend more time with my parents as long as i have the chance to do so.. i really love them..

anws, this i my new blog.. new year means a new start.. i want to have a total fresh start of everything.. forget about the past failures, n keep on moving.. 2005 is my worst year.. this year will be much a better year..

i am still having my long holiday.. it is like i am all alone.. schools are reopen, n the rest are working.. feel happy that i dun have to go back to school anymore.. but slowly it is quite boring.. i have nothing to do here except of spending money..

i will be gg back to indo again before chinese new year.. i decided that i must go back to acc my parents..